Riding my bike has always been a part of my life. My family relocated to the Netherlands when I was fairly young, and I think that might have influenced me. Bicycles are very prominent in the Netherlands; I’d say it’s actually most people’s primary mode of transportation, even despite the country’s great public transportation infrastructure and walkable cities. It was there that I really learned the independence and freedom that riding your bike could give you. Since the Hague was a very safe and sleepy city, my mom let me ride my bike by myself anywhere. As a little kid, I would explore the woods across from my house, sometimes riding up to 10km on my own. No video game, TV show, or toy could match the feeling of the wind in my hair as I biked by mossy streams, fields of flowers and centuries-old trees.
Years later, after I had let my health waste away from too much inactivity and poor eating in college, I decided to reset myself by biking across the country. At that point, I hadn’t ridden my bicycle since high school, so I think it’s telling that my first inclination was to ride my bike. So for almost three and a half months, I rode almost 70 miles per day, conquering the Catskills in New York, the Continental Divide in Montana and the Cascades in Washington state. I came back 10 pounds lighter, 20 times stronger, and with a brand new attitude: anyone could travel anywhere by bike.
I’ve pretty much lived by that philosophy since then. Back in 2010, when I lived in San Francisco, I rode my bike to work every day. It doesn’t seem like a big deal because San Francisco is known as a big bicycling town these days — but a few years ago, it was just starting up. Often times I felt like I was the only female bicycle commuter on the road, my everyday clothes standing out amongst the other testosterone-driven, very aggressive, spandex-clad male cyclists. I rode my bike in Denver, and I ride my bike almost every day in Portland.
And while it all sounds very idyllic on paper, can I admit something to you guys? I hate it.
Gone is the feeling of the wind in my hair and the smile on my face. My bicycle ride is now just part of the daily grind to get to work, the gym, wherever. And in a city where it rains almost every friggin’ day, I feel like I make sacrifices of femininity and comfort to ride my bike to work. I never buy nice clothes because I know that my 25-minute ride in the rain will just ruin any cute shoes, be it leather or suede. And blouses made of fabrics like silk? Nope, not breathable enough! I will be a sweaty, smelly mess by the time I finish my 5 mile (one-way!) commute. Or what about the prospect of doing my hair and makeup? I actually laughed out loud at the idea as I typed it. What a luxury! To arrive to work completely dry and not sopping wet from a combination of rain, sweat, and mud? What a dream.
And let me tell you something else: I think I literally fear for my life every time I ride my bike. Maybe not as much as I did in San Francisco or Denver (because Portland is a big cycling city after all), but it’s definitely a big concern of mine. As a fairly defensive cyclist, one who stops at all red lights and signals with her arms, I have near-misses almost every other week — whether it’s somebody opening the driver’s door on a parked car, or a person texting while driving and drifting slowly into my bike lane, or somebody who just flat-out thinks cyclists are a nuisance and refuses to give us the space we deserve.
And you’d think that other cyclists would be on your team, but the fact of the matter is, they are not. It’s similar to driving — it seems that when people get behind any sort of vehicle, all basic etiquette disappears. At worst, I’ve had other cyclists yell at me for stopping at a red light (like we’re supposed to). But most of the time, many of them overtake violently and recklessly, putting the two of us in danger. Because the fact of the matter is, cycling is still very much a male-dominated activity and almost every male I know treats cycling (whether it be for fun or for a commute) like a race and sees the rare girl on her pink-and-white bike as another nuisance to get ahead of.
So all of this begs the question… why do I keep riding my bike?
Because of desserts like these matcha, white chocolate, and macadamia cookies:
What is matcha? A powder made from incredibly compressed green tea leaves. I know that they’re a bit of an odd color, but that green tint comes from the addition of matcha powder to a traditional white chocolate and macadamia cookie recipe. So if you’re a fan of green tea, this cookie recipe is for you! The matcha adds a very subtle tea flavor to the cookies, and reminds me of the delicate green tea-flavored patisserie desserts you can find in Japanese restaurants. It’s an absolutely delightful cookie, made even more wonderful with a cup of complimentary green tea.
And as stressful as bike riding can be, I won’t be the first to point out that eating a large number of desserts is equally as perilous. I’ve not one to diet since my philosophy is that I can balance out the sugar with exercise. Admittedly, this belief is already starting to turn on me — my metabolism isn’t what it once was. But for right now, it works and I’m sticking to it. I’ll continue biking my treacherous 10 mile commute every day so long as I can eat all the cookies I want.
Some baker’s notes:
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- Matcha is available online, specialty Asian stores or specialty tea shops (Oregonians — I got mine at Townshend’s Tea, which is a really awesome local tea store. Check it out!). Matcha is traditionally available in different “grades”: a ceremonial versus a culinary grade. Go with the culinary grade — it’s significantly cheaper and has a stronger flavor that will hold up against the white chocolate. Ceremonial matcha is made from younger tea leaves and is traditionally used for special occasions like Japanese tea ceremonies.
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- The secret behind good cookies is to not skimp on the creaming process. Be sure to cream the butter and sugar together for at least 5 minutes — this is what gives all the best cookies their perfectly buttery and chewy middles.
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- There’s a step in the recipe where I ask you to chill the batter before baking. Although it may seem unnecessary, this step allows the butter to fully absorb the flavors from the matcha powder. Don’t skip this step! Again, it’s one of the secrets behind a great cookie.
- Bake the cookies for 15 minutes, until golden at the edges — DO NOT OVERBAKE, or you will have a crunchy and hard cookie and I will be sad. They will seem waayyy too soft and underbaked when you pull them out the oven, but they will harden as they cool. Leave them on the cookie sheet for at least 10 minutes after you pull the cookie sheet out of the oven. This is what gets you a cookie that is soft and chewy in the middle, but with crunchy edges.
Matcha, White Chocolate and Macadamia Cookies
Ingredients
- 1 3/4 cups plus 2 tablespoons (9 ounces or 255 grams) all-purpose flour
- 1 tablespoon plus 1 teaspoon matcha tea powder
- 1 teaspoon baking soda
- 1 teaspoon kosher salt
- 1 cup plus 2 tablespoons (9 ounces or 255 grams) unsalted butter, at room temperature
- 1 cup tightly packed (7.5 ounces or 213 grams) light brown sugar
- 2/3 cup (4.65 ounces or 132 grams) granulated sugar
- 2 large eggs
- 1 teaspoon pure vanilla extract
- 2 cups (12 ounces or 340 grams) white chocolate chips
- 1 cup (8 ounces or 227 grams) roasted macadamia nuts
Instructions
- In a medium bowl, whisk together 1 3/4 cups plus 2 tablespoons all-purpose flour, 1 tablespoon plus 1 teaspoon matcha tea powder, 1 teaspoon baking soda and 1 teaspoon kosher salt. Set aside.
- In the bowl of a freestanding electric mixer fitted with a paddle attachment, combine 1 cup plus 2 tablespoons unsalted butter, 1 cup light brown sugar, and 2/3 cup granulated sugar. Beat on low speed for a minute or so until just combined, before turning the mixer up to medium-high. Continue beating until light and fluffy, at least 5 minutes.
- In the bowl of a liquid measuring cup, gently whisk together 2 large eggs and 1 teaspoon vanilla extract. Lower the mixer to medium speed and alternately add the dry ingredients (from the 1st step) and the egg and vanilla mixture in batches. Continue beating until the batter is smooth, before stopping and scraping down the sides of the bowl with a rubber spatula.
- Turn the mixer back on to its lowest speed. Add 2 cups white chocolate chips one cup at a time, mixing for 30 seconds after each addition. Add 1 cup roasted macadamia nuts and mix until just combined. Cover the bowl with plastic wrap and chill in the refrigerator for 1 hour.
- Position the oven rack in the center of the oven and preheat the oven to 350 (F). Line several baking sheets with parchment paper or Silpat mats.
- Use a 3 tablespoon cookie dough scoop to scoop the dough onto the lined baking sheets, spacing the cookies at least 3 inches apart. Bake for 15 minutes, or until slightly golden on the edges. Let the cookies cool on the baking sheets on wire racks for 10 minutes, before using an offset spatula to transfer the cookies on to a wire rack to cool completely.
Deanne says
Ugh, I bike to work most days in San Francisco and I feel the same way about clothing choices (and safety and the obnoxious machismo most cyclists display). I usually take public transit once a week and I definitely have some clothing and makeup I can only wear on non-biking days. The part about the elusive joy of arriving at work not sweaty made me laugh. And then feel a little sad for myself too. Oh well.
michelle lopez says
If I could "Like"/"Heart"/"+1" this, I would! Glad you understand my woes of cycling!
Unknown says
Those cookies look so wonderful. Making them would give me a good reason to check out Townshend's Tea like I've been meaning to. I used to bike a bunch when I lived in Portland, but since moving to the other side of the river (Vancouver!), I don't get on my bike so much. Things are farther away, but maybe I'm just using that as an excuse, too. Nowadays I get most of my transit stress being a runner… I want to wage war on drivers making right hand turns on red as I'm crossing the road. So much oblivion going on. On another note, I didn't know you used to live in the Netherlands! I lived in Belgium for a few years when I was in elementary school, and later in high school I can remember traveling to The Hague for a basketball tournament.
Unknown says
i wish i could move to some bike friendly town someday. I live in Dallas and have to drive EVERYWHERE. anything with matcha sounds delicious to me.
Anonymous says
Can I just say that I love this post? My pink-and-white bike (his name is Pinkie) gets me everywhere I need in a college town, and it's kind of a relief to hear that somebody else finds biking a grind when everyone on the road is treating it like a madman's rat race to do who-knows-what. Still, my new place is at the top of a hill–and while nobody's going to envy *that* ride UP, I've learned to love that exhilarating bike ride DOWN, since as a kid I always used to slam on my brakes at the slightest hint of a decline. Oh and PS–the cross-country ride: entirely inspirational. Did you go it alone? How did you plan? Thanks for sharing this story!
Renée @ The Good Hearted Woman says
My dad was a bicycle delivery boy back in the 40's, and kept riding until he was diagnosed with Parkinson's. (He did his last STP at the age of 74.) He always wanted me to ride with him, but I was petrified of traffic, so I kept to the side streets and never earned the title of Cyclist, so I admire your perseverance on a number of levels. I've jrecently rediscovered my love for hiking in Portland, so I think I'll stick to my own two feet to work off my cookie indulgences. I will be trying these, by the way!
Unknown says
Very nice! I've never had matcha in much other than tea! I will have to souce some for myself and give these a go! Have you thought about developing a new moving fun thing? Perhaps you can bring roller blading back? To be honest, I feel the same way about running that you do about riding. But here we are!
Tiffany says
Oh Michelle…. I totally get what your saying. I've been riding rode bikes for 3 yrs now, and we usually ride out in the country, and we still have issues with other motorists. They refuse to share the road, even when they are the only car on the rode! It's funny… the cycling "cliques" too..most guys won't wave to a fellow cyclist if they are not decked out in the most expensive gear! Cookies look delish btw 🙂
Geoff says
Matcha is such a versatile thing to use. I used to drink it rather regularly (the ceremonial grade stuff). Powdered sencha also works well, too.
Karin Anderson says
When we relocated from Germany to Bangor/Maine, my 14-year old daughter and I put on several pounds. No possibility to bike, as we were used to, not even to walk to shops or the school. Fortunately we moved to Bar Harbor, and back is the bicycle. Here I can walk to the supermarket, and bike to the bank. A luxury!
Nice cookies and a great combination!
Unknown says
And again, I've gotten totally absorbed/lost in your blog. I'm so fascinated with Nordic countries–my friend travels to Denmark for work and she said she bicycled so much while she was there. So much awesome culture and lifestyle and mindset seems to culminate there (not to mention beautiful people?). Also, I am SO impressed by your huge biking adventure!!! I would love, love, love to do something like that before I start school in the fall, but I'm a little worried about the endurance levels of my ass/knees to be able to bike for hours at a time, every day. Did you do it by yourself or with someone? Did you follow a plan? Were you just off in the wild on your own?!
Finally, I lol-ed at your description of riding your bike…I TOTALLY KNOW WHAT YOU MEAN. I rode my bike to school every day sophomore year of college and while it was probably about a mile (not 5), the struggle of thinking about the sweat factor of clothes and not bothering with hair/make up = SO REAL. And there have been so many things that I soldiered through (running. water polo. P.E. Trying spin classes (ew). Etc.) in the name of balancing my penchant for sugar. Agreed, maybe not the best philosophy? But might as well enjoy our relatively fast metabolisms while we're young!
OMG this is becoming an essay. To end–I'm so inspired to try matcha right now!!!!! I'm dreaming about these cookies, matcha frozen yogurt, smoothies, milkshakes, etc…!!!!
michelle lopez says
Aw, Erika, I love your comments! They always make my day.
As for cycling across the country, I did it in college with 30 other students. It was organized by a nonprofit that did a lot of work with Habitat for Humanity — for every mile we rode, we had to raise a dollar to donate to Habitat. Ended up raising 4k!
Unknown says
This is great and the White Chocolate and Macadamia Cookies are of superfood chocolate qualities. As a superfood I think everybody guess that how much it is good for our health. So we should to give thanks Michelle for her great recipe.
marisa says
hello! can you help me to put the measurement in gram? i tried to convert with google help and it’s turn really bad.
Michelle says
Hi! Just updated the post to include ounce and gram measurements. 🙂